I am entitled to be sad from the person that hurt me
I am entitled to be angry from the person that pisses me off
I am entitled to express my emotions
I am only human
I can deny people my forgiveness
I can deny people my friendship
I can deny people my kindness
But I wont because I am a bigger person than that
I dont know how to hold grudge
I dont know how to be angry for so long
I dont know how to ruin a person’s reputation
How can it be so easy for some people?
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Do you want your life to make sense? Do you want your life to be meaningful? Do you want to leave your imprint in this world? Well, who doesn’t?! To be able to live your life the way you want you will need to overcome your fears, be courageous, make damn sure to get rid of all the dead weight in your life and fight with all your strength through every obstacle that may appear in your way throughout your journey.
Life is what you make of it, Easy or Hard? That’s all up to you. It is always hardest to take the first step, but once you do if you are just passionate about it no matter whom or what stands in your way. You will make it. Don’t stop if you believe in yourself. Not everyone will help you reach for your dreams, however it doesn’t mean everyone out there have it for you. Facing the good and the bad is part of living this life; nothing is purely good or purely evil. It is not always black or white sometimes it is grey and sometimes it is even colorful. Those who you look up to didn’t make it in just one day, for them to be your idols it took a lot of falling down and beginning all over again, the trick is to: “Never Give Up”. Someday you will look back on the day you started your journey you might not like where you’ve reached but as long as you didn’t make it to your goal, always keep on going. Pursuing dreams were never easy that is why it they are called dreams. Fantasizing is as easy as drinking water but living the fantasy is as hard as pulling an airplane, although it is the toughest thing anyone will do to be happy but at the end it is all worth the sweat.
What helps you through your journey is having strength and people you can count on. Family and friends are what make this life bearable, loneliness would not help. To be have memories to hold on when you are down is what will help you get through the day, although not only good memories that will help but knowing you have people who is their life mission is to put you down is what will motivate you and get you moving onwards. Stubbornness could be ugly but not with the right intentions, it could be the last piece of your puzzle if you paid attention to the whole picture. After all, what is life but a beautiful picture to colour with the amazing and fruitful colors?
So today is a Friday and 3arfa how great is this day?
Seize the day; pray, pray and pray. All your sins will be erased. How great is this day?
Forgive and ask for forgiveness. Love and do good deeds for it is the only thing can lit your spirit. How great is this day?
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I love to consider it my country, where I was born, been raised and been educated. It is only fair, to be grateful to be living in this country. Having the benefit to grow up near the both holy mosque i.e. Makkah an Madinah.
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This day last year my cousin gave birth to a beautiful baby girl and named her Rania, hours later my eldest sis gave birth to a beautiful baby girl as well and named her Salma.
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I always hear the phrase “My heart broke when…”, but never really knew how it felt til my grandmother has passed away. She was like the roots of our family relationship. I have loved her in ways I can’t express, although I haven’t always been around her yet I know she loved me so much. My heart literally ached when I heard the news of her passing away, there is no one in this whole universe who treated me and pampered me like her, she always tried to make me feel special, always wanted my comfort and always made sure I was happy. My grandmother was the light of our family. I was lucky to know her.
Though I didn’t see her frequently but I made sure she knew that I loved her, I hope she knew. I miss her presence, her late night stories, I miss her cooking, I miss her funny face expression she do while imitating one of aunts or one of cousins, I miss her smile, her scent and I just miss everything about her. Nothing will ever be the same again with her gone. My mum, uncles and aunts won’t be the same; the family gathering that used to happen I don’t think it will be like before.
When she died it’s like she took a part of us with her. It really breaks my heart knowing that I can’t talk to her and I won’t be able to see her whenever I feel like it. I wish she is in a better place now resting. I will always and forever my beloved grandmother.